Into Her Dysphoric

If I was
the Symbolic Representation of her-
That would not let me.
I Refuse.
I could not
yet penetrate the Symbol's indecency.
Now, If I
am Her insurgency,
should I leave?

Woship 9:30

Those who decry
stained glory design
lie (lies).
these properties
make man set apart.
rows
glowing
scorching entities
frees (freeze).
Those who agree
and hail redemption,
knees
rubbed fleshy, wine
reeks (wrecks).
Those who deny,
life time warranty
buys.

Pass us by. Pass us by. pass us by.

Lovers Save Lives

the unhinged is kind if when
your mind has tenure the appeased
pupil is disunited with elemental
limerence, not life

With A Fury So Inside

temporal art and stereos repose
the nutrients-

She hates my remains.

temporal lobe and swallow torpedo-
The cut off of it.

She hates my remains.

Lovely,
elicit
the forlorn girl.

Loss and Limitation

our musical project will be called loss and limitation. tentatively, we have 9 songs and are in the process of recording. we had to change recording locations, and we also took a 5 month break. the drums that we recorded in march will most likely need to be redone. this may work well however; we are in a new recording environment.
we may invite some guests, on various songs. the push is looking forward to its completion and fruition.

Something That Won't Heal Infamy

Jaded razor
Raised her a pendulum polar.
Soothes a scathing mover, thru, like a vignette
gregarious.
(Ghastly) malingering to touch
nothing, anything
Something that won't heal infamy.
Like a vignette-
bayonet's play A pinata
her arms, her body.
Raise her higher,
Razor a pendulum polar.

Blonde Peel

"It was not visceral,"
She said.
The dereal visor,
Cunning,
with a tempestuous vigor,
She knew a blonde peel!
No. She did not, but...
Bananas have too much sugar.
They are so easily removed.
(better eat an apple)
Like a mother,
She will destroy you.

the push

the push

the push is a trio that began work on their most recent musical endeavor in January of 2006. The tentative title for the album is loss lest limitation. the push is Mariellen Cressman (vocals/guitar/drums), Alan Wasielewski (guitars/vocals), and Leon Wasielewski (bass). The trio has performed under other names, including: three imaginary boys and holiday from reality. Under three imaginary boys, the trio created the ep entitled songs from outer space (1996). Alan and Mariellen also collaborated under the name the project and created the ep entitled special (1996). After recording several tracks in 1997, the trio took an extended hiatus. Meanwhile, Alan and Leon began work on a still -in- production album, and Leon joined the band The Houselights (Fake Chapter Records).

The trio's last public appearance was in March 2006, to benefit the annual Transgender Health Conference in Philadelphia Pennsylvania. More public appearances anticipated in late 2007/early 2008.

The Pains

Before or is it after?
Abhor or is it lonesome?
I know that it looks handsome.
I know the well mannered man.
Or I think I just believe.

The Pains,
hooks our humanity,
executes our gratefulness
to be executed, fixed.

Heroic inaction is relinquishment.

March 2000

loss and limitation

cd entitled loss and limitation under the name, the push. anticipated release : 12/07.

Practicality as the Idealizer

Practicality as the idealizer
so, so slighted

Run amok! Turn it out.
Twist it 'round. Make it out!

(return)
Return.

Work, for her or him will never earn
what it ought to.
so, so sad